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  Every muscle in Ford’s body tensed with anticipation as Olivia slowly turned to face him.

  It had been four months since he’d last seen his wife, four months that he’d spent hounding U.S. Marshals, trying to get a lead on Olivia’s whereabouts. He’d finally found her, and he wanted to rush forward and pull her into his arms, but he knew she wouldn’t thank him if he did. Just as he knew she wouldn’t thank him for finding her. He’d broken one too many promises, ignored her one too many times. When she’d called to tell him she was entering witness protection, she’d said it was for the best. A clean break.

  It hadn’t been clean for Ford. It had been painful, filled with regrets and rife with a million lost opportunities.

  “Ford. You shouldn’t be here,” she said quietly.

  “But I am.”

  PROTECTING THE WITNESSES:

  New identities, looming danger and forever love in the Witness Protection Program.

  Twin Targets—Marta Perry, January 2010

  Killer Headline—Debby Giusti, February 2010

  Cowboy Protector—Margaret Daley, March 2010

  Deadly Vows—Shirlee McCoy, April 2010

  Fatal Secrets—Barbara Phinney, May 2010

  Risky Reunion—Lenora Worth, June 2010

  Books by Shirlee McCoy

  Love Inspired Suspense

  Die Before Nightfall

  Even in the Darkness

  When Silence Falls

  Little Girl Lost

  Valley of Shadows

  Stranger in the Shadows

  Missing Persons

  Lakeview Protector

  *The Guardian’s Mission

  *The Protector’s Promise

  Cold Case Murder

  *The Defender’s Duty

  **Running for Cover

  Deadly Vows

  Steeple Hill Trade

  Still Waters

  SHIRLEE McCOY

  has always loved making up stories. As a child, she daydreamed elaborate tales in which she was the heroine—gutsy, strong and invincible. Though she soon grew out of her superhero fantasies, her love for storytelling never diminished. She knew early that she wanted to write inspirational fiction, and began writing her first novel when she was a teenager. Still, it wasn’t until her third son was born that she truly began pursuing her dream of being published. Three years later she sold her first book. Now a busy mother of five, Shirlee is a homeschool mom by day and an inspirational author by night. She and her husband and children live in Washington and share their house with a dog, two cats and a bird. You can visit her Web site at www.shirleemccoy.com, or e-mail her at [email protected].

  SHIRLEE McCOY

  DEADLY VOWS

  Special thanks and acknowledgment to Shirlee McCoy for her contribution to the Protecting the Witnesses miniseries.

  In you, O Lord, I have taken refuge; let me never be put to shame, deliver me in your righteousness. Turn your ear to me, come quickly to my rescue; be my rock of refuge, a strong fortress to save me.

  —Psalms 31:1-2

  To Marge Garrison.

  Thank you for the warm hospitality and love you show to all who enter Starr Road Baptist Church. The love of Christ surely shines from you, welcoming all to come and be part of His family.

  CONTENTS

  PROLOGUE

  CHAPTER ONE

  CHAPTER TWO

  CHAPTER THREE

  CHAPTER FOUR

  CHAPTER FIVE

  CHAPTER SIX

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  CHAPTER NINE

  CHAPTER TEN

  CHAPTER ELEVEN

  CHAPTER TWELVE

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  CHAPTER FOURTEEN

  CHAPTER FIFTEEN

  CHAPTER SIXTEEN

  CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

  CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

  CHAPTER NINETEEN

  EPILOGUE

  QUESTIONS FOR DISCUSSION

  PROLOGUE

  MEMO: Top Secret, Top Priority

  TO: FBI Organized Crime Division

  FROM: Jackson McGraw, Special Agent, Chicago Field Office

  DATE: March 20, 2010

  RE: Operation Black Veil

  At 4:00 P.M. EST, Ford Jensen, estranged husband of Olivia Jarrod, boarded a plane heading for Billings, Montana. Despite repeated requests to cease, Jensen continues to search for his wife. We have people in place to tail him when he arrives, but there is to be no contact between agents and Jensen unless absolutely necessary. For his safety and the safety of our witness, it is imperative Jensen not be seen as a potential trail to Olivia. Our mystery informant confirms that the Martino crime family has offered a reward to the person or persons who are able to find and assassinate Ms. Jarrod. To maintain the witness’s safety, the U.S. Marshal Service has been contacted and the witness has been relocated from Billings.

  Our informant believes that, in the event the Martino crime family does not succeed in its attempts to find and silence Ms. Jarrod, a hit will be arranged upon Ms. Jarrod’s return to Chicago for Vincent “Bloodbath” Martino’s trial. We are working closely with the U.S. Marshal Service to ensure Ms. Jensen’s safety before, during and after the trial. There is to be no discussion or communication about the trial or witness outside of secure channels. Any questions or information regarding the Martino crime family are to come directly to me.

  We continue to seek the identity of our mystery informant, but must not do anything that will jeopardize our position with her. No overt movements toward revealing her identity are to be made. We will continue to move within secure channels to gain more information. If you have any information, be advised that it must be shared only with Special Agent McGraw. The sole purpose of our task force is to protect our witness and to put Vincent Martino behind bars where he belongs. To that end, every effort must be made to continue to receive information regarding the Martino family.

  Questions or information regarding this matter are to be directed to Special Agent McGraw.

  ONE

  She’d popped.

  Olivia Jarrod turned sideways and stared at her reflection, not sure if she should be elated or horrified. The flat plane of her stomach was gone. In its place was a subtle roundness that was emphasized by her fitted T-shirt. She placed her hands on the bump, imagining tiny hands and feet, translucent skin, a swiftly beating heart.

  Her baby.

  And Ford’s.

  She frowned, pulling the fabric taut against her abdomen as she turned from side to side. Thinking about Ford was something she tried not to do. The last few months had been difficult enough without reliving her failed marriage, thinking about the year she and Ford had been separated or dwelling on the last time she’d seen him.

  She frowned again, turning away from the mirror and the telltale evidence of just how easily she’d fallen for her husband’s charming ways again. She still didn’t know why he’d shown up on the doorstep of her Chicago bungalow just a few days after Christmas. Had he been lonely in their penthouse? Had he decided to fight for their marriage?

  Olivia had asked herself the same questions over and over again in the days after she’d fled Chicago, but she had no answers. All she knew for sure was that Ford didn’t want kids. Too much trouble, he’d said years ago. Too many complications. He had too much riding on his career and too little time to devote to the mess and chaos children brought.

  He’d be shocked if he found out he was going to be a father.

  Appalled.

  Angry.

  There were plenty of words Olivia could think of that would describe Ford’s reaction to impeding fatherhood. None of them were good.

  It was a good thing she knew it. Otherwise, she’d pick up the phone and do what she knew
she wasn’t supposed to. She’d call Ford. She’d tell him that in a few short months he was going to be a father.

  And she’d probably end up dying because she’d contacted him.

  After all, wasn’t that the first rule of witness protection?

  No contact with anyone or anything from the past.

  People who followed the rule lived. People who didn’t died. It was as simple as that.

  What wasn’t simple was forgetting the past. Moving on. Letting go. She’d loved Ford for a long time. Even during their yearlong separation, she’d loved him, longed for his company and prayed that someday things would be different and they could be together again.

  God hadn’t answered that prayer.

  But He had given Olivia something she’d always dreamed of. A baby. She needed to focus on that. Forget about everything else.

  Which was exactly why she shouldn’t be thinking about Ford.

  As the key witness in the prosecution’s murder case against Chicago crime family scion Vincent “Bloodbath” Martino, Olivia couldn’t afford to make a mistake. Entering witness protection would only keep her safe as long as she followed the rules, and following the rules was only easy when she didn’t dwell on the things she could no longer have. Like a relationship with the only man she’d ever loved, a man who’d broken her heart a hundred times but who still deserved to know he was going to be a father.

  “Just stop it!” she muttered, grabbing her waitress uniform off the bed and shoving it into the hamper. It had been a long day. A long couple of weeks, really. Being relocated from Billings, Montana, to Pine Bluff, Montana, had knocked her off kilter. Although, it was more the reason for the relocation rather than the move itself that had shaken her. Two women in witness protection had been murdered in Montana. Both women had green eyes and were around Olivia’s age. The U.S. Marshals weren’t sure if Olivia had been the true target of the attacks. The fact that she had blue eyes rather than green made the chances slim, but Micah McGraw, Olivia’s contact in the marshal’s office, hadn’t wanted to take any chances.

  So she’d been moved.

  Quickly.

  So quickly she hadn’t had time to say goodbye to some of the friends she’d made in Billings or to tell her church family there that she was leaving. Nearly four months of pretending to be someone she wasn’t, blending into a new community, and it was over. She’d packed a small bag, climbed into a waiting car and been whisked away.

  And now she was tired. Jumping at shadows. Imagining danger around every corner.

  She sighed, grabbing a sweater and throwing it over her T-shirt. What she needed was a cup of tea, a few hours of mindless television and a good night’s sleep. She’d feel better in the morning.

  The telephone rang as she walked into the living room, and she jumped, her heart racing.

  “For goodness’ sake, Olivia. It’s just the phone,” she mumbled as she lifted the receiver and pressed it to her ear. “Hello?”

  “Olivia? It’s Lorna Scott. I know this is short notice, but our preschool ballet teacher is sick. Any chance you can fill in for her?” Lorna asked, her tone brusque. Director of Pine Bluff’s YMCA program, she was a frequent patron of the diner where Olivia worked, and often stopped in for breakfast during Olivia’s shift. She’d been the first one in years to ask if Olivia was a dancer, and the question had sparked a long conversation about the YMCA’s programs. It hadn’t taken long for Lorna to offer Olivia a job as a substitute ballet teacher at the Y. It had taken Olivia a little longer to accept. She’d had to weigh the danger of participating in an activity connected to her previous life with the danger of making Lorna curious.

  In the end, she’d decided that she’d rather accept the job than answer questions about why she couldn’t. Too many lies made it too easy to make mistakes. “What time is the class?”

  “Six.”

  Olivia glanced at her watch, hesitating. It was only five. Plenty of time to get ready and go. She just wasn’t sure she wanted to. She’d felt off all week. Nervous and even more on edge than usual. “I—”

  “If you’ve got plans, I’m sure I can find someone else.” There was a question in Lorna’s words, and Olivia knew that refusing to take over the class meant explaining why she couldn’t. Unfortunately, she had no real excuse.

  “That’s all right. I can come,” she said, knowing she had to live her life as if she had nothing to be afraid of. As if she really was Olivia Jarrod from Hollywood, Florida, newly single and starting over with a new job in a new state.

  “You’re sure?”

  “It’s a forty-five-minute class, right?”

  “That’s right.”

  “Then no problem.”

  “See you at six.”

  Olivia hung up and paced to the front window. Outside, the sun was still high, its golden presence comforting. During daylight hours, Olivia felt almost safe. It was night that she dreaded. Darkness bred fear and stirred up memories she’d rather not dwell on. Not just of the murder she’d witnessed but of the years she’d spent alone waiting for Ford to come home from work, waiting for him to remember their anniversary or to wish her a happy birthday, waiting for her dreams of a happy home and loving family to come true. So much time wasted waiting for something that would never happen.

  Too bad it had taken her so long to realize the truth. If she’d walked away two years into their marriage or three or even four rather than the ten it had taken, she and Ford would have been divorced a long time ago, and nothing that had happened in the past four months would have happened. She wouldn’t have let Ford into her house, wouldn’t have believed that he might really want something different from their marriage than what they’d had. She wouldn’t have been so hurt when he’d interrupted a conversation about their future to take a business phone call.

  And she wouldn’t have run from her Chicago home and straight into a scene out of a crime drama—two men walking near the river, the moon bright and full above them. One pulling a gun, pointing it at the other’s head and firing. A body falling into the river. A face that Olivia recognized from the newspaper.

  She shuddered, pushing the memory away. It was better to focus on the present and the future. As much as she wished she hadn’t seen a man murdered in cold blood, she couldn’t regret that night. It had given her a precious gift. God had given her a precious gift. She needed to focus on that and forget everything else.

  “We’ll be okay, baby. I have to believe that,” she said. God had gotten her through that terrifying night. He’d get her through the next month, and He’d get her through Vincent Martino’s trial.

  Her stomach rumbled, reminding her that she hadn’t eaten since lunch. It would be a good idea to grab something before going to the YMCA, but Olivia was afraid to. Her stomach hadn’t been quite right since she’d gotten pregnant, and the months hadn’t eased the discomfort. Her new obstetrician had assured Olivia that she’d be feeling better soon, but soon hadn’t come yet.

  Anxious and antsy, she grabbed the pregnancy book she’d left on the coffee table, thumbed to the section on the second trimester and tried to read, but one word bled into another and she couldn’t make sense of any of it. Disgusted, she dropped the book back onto the table, grabbed her purse and jacket and opened the front door.

  Outside, the day had turned cool, a brisk breeze stirring the trees and grass. Across the street, Maria and Joshua Silverman were herding their three kids into their 1950s ranch style home. Both waved before disappearing inside. Olivia knew a lot about them. That they’d married straight out of high school and had their first child a year later. That they were honest, hard working and that they’d believed every word Olivia had said about being newly divorced and looking to start over again. What she didn’t know was what they’d think if they found out the truth. That most of what she’d told them was a lie. That she was a woman with a price on her head, and that at any moment one of Vincent Martino’s thugs might end her life.

  She shivered, pull
ing the jacket closed and glancing up and down the quiet street. Her contact with the U.S. Marshals had been limited since she’d been relocated, but she’d been assured she was under twenty-four-hour protection. Maybe so, but she didn’t feel protected. She felt vulnerable and more alone than she’d ever been before. No matter where she went in Pine Bluff, no matter what she was doing, she felt exposed. As if a predator were hiding just out of sight, waiting to pounce.

  It wasn’t a good feeling, and when she spoke to Micah McGraw again, she was going to ask him just how much protection his team was providing.

  “Headin’ out for the night?” Jeb Carlson, Olivia’s next door neighbor, called out from the window of his house, and she smiled. Maybe the marshals weren’t watching, but Jeb sure was.

  “I’m teaching at the Y.”

  “Pretty girl like you should be out having fun on a Friday night not working.”

  “Having fun won’t pay the bills.”

  “You got a point there. You get the delivery?”

  “What delivery?” Olivia went cold at the question, her heart beating rapidly. She hadn’t ordered anything, and as far as she’d noticed, no packages had been left for her.

  “Van pulled into your driveway a couple hours ago. Guy got out and grabbed something from the back. Thought he was going to leave it on your porch.”

  “There was nothing here when I got home.”

  “He left pretty quick. I put on my shoes and walked outside and the van was already gone. Probably realized he was at the wrong house and left. Happens sometimes.”